As we grow older, we start to really realize that life is so complicated and that time does really matter. Scrape knees turns into heartbreaks, promises are being forgotten, love that was once the same turn into something different. People change all the time. I am scared. Of people, of friends, of family. Are we all going to forget one another? Are we all going to hurt eachother? Are we all going to argue? I guess it's been a tough year. I guess it was my fault. I guess i was blamed for one thing i never intended to happen. I guess i failed. When one of your parents told you that it was your fault that they are getting a divorce, what do you do? What do you say? How do you react? I am lost. I am hurt. But, i am still me.