Tonight has been an eye-opening night for me. My parents are most-likely going to get a divorce. I uh.. Am out of words. I know that it is probably for the better or atleast I really hope it to be. But, what happens to making it work? Isn't that what marriage is all about? Loving the person you're married to? Through thin and think? Health and sick? Rich or poor? Maybe I haven't value moments and time enough. And soon enough I won't come home to see my dad sitting on the sofa like he always do or coming home seeing my mom sitting next to my dad watching the TV? And I can't look forward to those sunday out with both my parents going to malls, shopping and having dinner? Or listening to them arguing about something unnecessary? Will I really lose all of that? Am I not going to see them smile and laughing to eachother? Joking around and simply just being together? I am scared. This is terrifying. Mom.. Dad.. Is it really over for both of you? Is it really 'the time'? I always thought that maybe this day would come. But, I always wish it wouldn't. Is it too selfish wanting both my parents to stay together? I am sorry. I just really don't know how to accept it or trying to get it through my brain and forcing myself to believe it's for the best. I love you Dad and Mom. I wish you guys knew how much I really wish you guys can work it out.